head's up!
House is empty...now to practice, practice, practice, cultivate diligently, transform the remainder of the energetic resonances.
Its just like the feeling when you OD on some food and you feel sick from it. The next time you consider eating it, you most likely get some sort of visceral reaction. It is no different with love, fear, anger...any other emotion. An imprint of it is formed as part of the ongoing conglomeration of resonances in the body. Both physical and energetic. Gotta unstick it, wrap it up and package it differently, send it to another area for processing...
...like the black hole information paradox, what wells back up is not quite the same as when it was sucked into the vortex to begin with. The trick is resonating in certain ways that elicit the unmanifest to stir so that instead of its normal outlet, the energy is utilized more productively...and the nasty resonances have amplitude taken from them, until they drop low enough so as to be nonexistent.
i'll stick to my cider
I walk a lonely road, the only one that I have ever known. Good thing focusing the awareness kills boredom
sad but true
Congratulations?
"The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time with the blood of patriots and tyrants." - Thomas Jefferson
FBD (09-16-2013)
ah, its good to have meditative phenomena returning. sat like stone last night, nerves reach this comfortably numb stage before most of the noise drops off altogether.
but then you discover you've been thinking for the last 2, 3 minutes...and return to the fundamental processes.
things return.
but then you discover you've been thinking for the last 2, 3 minutes...and return to the fundamental processes.
return again.
but then you discover you've been thinking for the last 2, 3 minutes...and return to the fundamental processes.
until the "yang" of the session begins to wane...then a few minutes of nothing...then bedtime.